Dieting Update

After about 6 months and a loss of 7 pounds, I am temporarily hanging up my diet. I am totally stalled. As a result of that, I am completely out of proper motivation. You all know the cycle - a plateau stalls your diet, you get frustrated and then discouraged and finally, you quit.

I am not quitting. I am not giving myself permission to live on high calorie stuff at all. I am simply taking a step back and not making weight loss a focus right now. Maintenance, yes. My goal is not gain anything - especially on my trip to North Carolina. If I am not careful, I will eat my way across North Carolina and Virginia. That would not be a good thing!

There have been many stresses in my life lately. My sister's pregnancy and this building project are the two biggest. Sophie is born now and my sister is fine. Sophie seems to have suffered no ill effects from my sister's Lupus and for that I am very relieved! The building project is well under way, but my part of it has not even started yet. I am excited, but I know it will be a lot of work. Trying to get that project done along with trying to diet, getting ready for a very busy summer and preparing for my Mother in Law's arrival is just too much. Dieting takes focus. I find myself in a position where other things must take precedence for a while.

I will also be continuing my exercise regimen the best I can. I have been using The Bean. You may have seen an info-mercial about it. It really works great - much better than an exercise ball. This device was about $50. I ordered mine, but the next day, I saw them at my local WalGreen's Pharmacy. Visit www.bean.com for more information about The Bean.

I have also been using another thing called Fluidity. I have to say I really like it. Nice workout and the kids do it with me. It is aimed at elongating and toning muscle. Very nice. The really great thing about the Fluidity program is that it works everything and you feel very relaxed at the end. Visit www.fluidity.com for more information regarding this product as well. This is an actual machine - looks kind of like a ballerina's beam - and was quite a bit more than the bean. It is a well crafted piece of equipment though. Very sturdy and the video is great - fast paced with three levels of expertise.

Other than that, I have been wondering what in the world my problem is. I have cried no less than three times since Sophie was born. I suddenly find myself sad that I cannot have another baby. The entire idea of Bill and I having another baby is insanity. Bill has made it clear that he is finished having kids and I am as well. I do not even think I could handle another child - personally, socially, financially or otherwise. Physically, I am not able to bear any more children. Therefore, I cannot understand where this very strong desire to have another baby comes from. My logical, rational mind does not even want another baby - but my emotional heart yearns for one. Such a strange thing. Hopefully, this temporary insanity will pass soon! Only 12 more days until the kids and I leave for North Carolina. I am looking forward to this trip a great deal!

Dieting Update

Alright, so I have been dieting for a while now. Not a huge success, but I am holding my own. I have been stuck at a plateau for about 2 months or so now. That is a long time to plateau, so I decided to do something that I hate and do not really have a huge amount of time for -- exercise. Yuck.

Exercise is important for your health. Duh. We all know that. It is not like I live on the couch - I have two children under the age of 5. There is not a lot of sitting around here. I have never been a exerciser but have found out that my metabolism has changed and exercise is needed to precipitate weight loss. I am not thrilled with that - but, none the less, that is the way it is.

So, I have been hauling myself out of bed an extra 45 minutes early for the past week to exercise. I have an elliptical machine and a couple of other torture.....er, exercise machines in my room that I have in the basement. Yes - I have my own room in the basement - and so does Bill. I allow the kids in my room when I am in there with them. Bill does not allow the kids in his room *at all*. They have already taken over the rest of the house - that room is his sanctuary!

As a result of getting up and extra 45 minutes early, I am tired and grouchy. I know this will ease over time, but for now my family is steering clear of grouchy and sore Mom! I have been working especially on the elliptical machine and then doing so toning exercises for my mid-section. Right now, my attitude is bad and I have not seen a single benefit so far - but I am determined to hang in there until I break this plateau. It has become personal and I am angry that I have not been able to push through this so far. I am hoping for a better week diet and exercise wise next week!

On a lighter note - I have discovered a new TV show that I love. It is Robin Hood on BBC America. I love this show! If you have not watched it yet, check it out.

I have always had a thing for Robin Hood - as well as Mr. Darcy from Pride and Prejudice and Superman. I think that is why I have such a thing for Jamie Fraser from Diana Gabaldon's Outlander books. Jamie is Robin Hood, Superman and Fitzwilliam Darcy all rolled into one. Only Outlander fans would understand that statement. Another random thought from my sleep deprived brain!!

Have a great weekend all!! Many Blessings to all who visit here :)